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The blood drenching from your cranium
Due to over exhorted thoughts
Trying to sedate the mind
So you may carry out your plots
I'm choking or reality
This fantasy wants me dead
Not conscious of all this bulls**t that I read
Getting angry and frustrated
Because of their cold stares
My dreams can't be empty
Because they were killed by nightmares
Leave me alone
Understand what I say
I live in the dark because I hate the day
I never thought that what I said could be premeditated
All your answers are in this conclusion that I stated
Happiness isn't a feeling
It's a f***ing flaw
Happy people misinterpret what they saw
F**k your materials
F**k what you think
If you don't want to hit her anymore
Don't f***ing drink
My eyes are open wide
Thinking back to when I lied
Spewing my thoughts from my mouth
Stabbing them is someone else's head
Unconscious of what their mind was fed
My life protruding from my body
My body protruding from my mind
Nerve endings being torn apart
Misleading all passages to the heart
Secluding myself from everybody I love
Feeling below then I'm above
Look at me
Do I look f***ing crazy to you?
Maybe I am
Maybe you are too.


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Sutured the mind or the sickly and weak
Shut my mouth when I try to speak
My whole body gets flaccid
So I fall to my knees
Tired of mourning for casualties
The sovereign strength in our possession
Lashing out at the world's oppression
The desire for knowledge is my obsession
Exhumed myself into depression
Intravenously made its way into my heart
Becoming numb and cold
Finding frission in the final story I told
Inordinate the powers of the mind
My f***ed up life is null and void
Reminiscing on all the lives I destroyed
Days become months
Push becomes shove
Became a black sheep
What I lack was love
This hemorrhage is taking my life
My skin has been lacerated
Trying to read the last instruction
But my vision became faded
Evidently thinking of death
Look at my thoughts
I'm unworthy of taking a breath
I'm trying to take your hand
But I'm restricted from motion and action
I'll stop reaching if it meets your satisfaction
Willingly going into this frail state
I involuntarily killed my soul mate
Punctured my hand into the hearts of the happy
So I can have a little contentment
I should
But I don't feel sorry for the evil that hell sent.
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